I hung out all day, slept some. Cross stitched some. And watched some tv. The basics of bed rest stuff.
About 5 doctor Richey comes down and does the ultrasound. My cervix is still really short. So I am staying for a while. She said we would reevaluate when I am 26 weeks. So that is four weeks from now.
We talked about the tubule, she said it was not something we needed to do for my heath.
Also my uterus looks rough. And Justin can't hang out or bounce on me. It is dangerous for Conner.
It is possible for me to walk to the bathroom and pee. Which Is awesome!
No more commode. So it was a bad and good day.
It is going to be ok. Goodnight
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Happy valentines day!!
Today was ok, I found out that doctor Richey is back from london. Which is good. I waited patiently for her to do rounds.
I woke up to my hubby calling me and saying he loved me. But then he went back to work.
I spent a little bit of time talking to my sisters wishing them happy valentines day. All except Lindsey love! :( I hope she forgives me. Cuz I love her tons
I took a nap, I have been tired a lot lately
But it works out. The bed isn't bad. And I really have no complaints.
Doctor Richey came in and we looked at my abdomen. Said that she was doing an ultrasound in tomorrow. To check my cervix and depending on what we see I may be we could talk about home, but then she realized I live in palmer. And that is a really long way from where I would be safest. But we will look tomorrow and talk about options.
I called Justin. He didn't really have anything to say. He woke up from his nap
They took him down to the river to nap. That makes me wonder what they do down there. But I trust them and they do a good job.
I got a good nurse, Megial. She is a beautiful smart and super sweet nurse.
I went to bed late as I always do.
All the way you look at it it was a ok day.
I woke up to my hubby calling me and saying he loved me. But then he went back to work.
I spent a little bit of time talking to my sisters wishing them happy valentines day. All except Lindsey love! :( I hope she forgives me. Cuz I love her tons
I took a nap, I have been tired a lot lately
But it works out. The bed isn't bad. And I really have no complaints.
Doctor Richey came in and we looked at my abdomen. Said that she was doing an ultrasound in tomorrow. To check my cervix and depending on what we see I may be we could talk about home, but then she realized I live in palmer. And that is a really long way from where I would be safest. But we will look tomorrow and talk about options.
I called Justin. He didn't really have anything to say. He woke up from his nap
They took him down to the river to nap. That makes me wonder what they do down there. But I trust them and they do a good job.
I got a good nurse, Megial. She is a beautiful smart and super sweet nurse.
I went to bed late as I always do.
All the way you look at it it was a ok day.
Monday, February 14, 2011
Sunday February 13th
I woke up a little late, but it was a late night so that was ok with me.
I had Vicky as my Nurse and i Really like her.. we worked on my Potholder some more. and I am more comfortable with reading Patterns. which is going to be good.
I talked with Whitney for a long time with was nice. I also spoke with Amie and Lindesy. which was Wonderful.
I decided that today was a good day, but i was going to take a short nap for a while till dinner..
Little did I know I was going to get unexpected Visitors.. In walk my boys, I was ECSTATIC.
Best day ever!!
Justin brought me a Card and Socks, and Jason Brought a Card and a stuffed animal. with some Chocolate my favorite kind. yay. but mostly to be able to smell his hair. and watch him play with his blocks and trucks. and Cuddle on my Bed with my wonderful husband. He understands Me which isnt something that is easy,
the Deep moment of this particular day is this. Justin and Jason and soon Conner are my life. there is NOTHING i wouldn't do for them, I feel like my life is complete. at this point. everything is wonderful. I get to hear Conners little Heartbeat. it is wonderful. and i also get to feel him move around he kicks and moves and lets me know that he is there and excited about being part of our family.
I have dealt with some serious worries about letting people down. Mostly My Jason. I want to bring him a Heathy baby boy in June. and i am going to do everything i can do. but i am worried that my body wont follow though with that. My Job is to keep him safe, That is a Job I don't want to fail at.
I had Vicky as my Nurse and i Really like her.. we worked on my Potholder some more. and I am more comfortable with reading Patterns. which is going to be good.
I talked with Whitney for a long time with was nice. I also spoke with Amie and Lindesy. which was Wonderful.
I decided that today was a good day, but i was going to take a short nap for a while till dinner..
Little did I know I was going to get unexpected Visitors.. In walk my boys, I was ECSTATIC.
Best day ever!!
Justin brought me a Card and Socks, and Jason Brought a Card and a stuffed animal. with some Chocolate my favorite kind. yay. but mostly to be able to smell his hair. and watch him play with his blocks and trucks. and Cuddle on my Bed with my wonderful husband. He understands Me which isnt something that is easy,
the Deep moment of this particular day is this. Justin and Jason and soon Conner are my life. there is NOTHING i wouldn't do for them, I feel like my life is complete. at this point. everything is wonderful. I get to hear Conners little Heartbeat. it is wonderful. and i also get to feel him move around he kicks and moves and lets me know that he is there and excited about being part of our family.
I have dealt with some serious worries about letting people down. Mostly My Jason. I want to bring him a Heathy baby boy in June. and i am going to do everything i can do. but i am worried that my body wont follow though with that. My Job is to keep him safe, That is a Job I don't want to fail at.
feb, 9th-12 2011 day 9ish
so, it was forever ago. but lets see,
Wednesday:
I had a good nurse, i am not sure which one it was, but it was good.
My Kiddo came and visited with my Momma, and Molly. it was so good to see him. I had subway, cuz my sister is AWEsome AND went to the subway and had it made Just the way i liked it. cuz she rocks like that.
that was pretty much the highlights of the day, good food. great visits, and a nice nurse. end of day i guess.
Thursday 2-10:
it was a down day, Jason came to see me, cuz he was unable to visit on wed. so he swing in in between work and school. He is such a good man. I love him so much.
I listened a lot of my book.. it is almost done. Twilight, SOOOO good.
My bestest, and is wonderful Girlfriend came cuz it was thursday, and he doesn't let me down. we talked for a long time. had a good visit. life was good.
as they were leaving i got the worse headache i have ever experienced. it sucked HUGE time. and i pretty much spent all night up throwing up. from the headache. I did get to sleep thanks to some meds.
Friday 2-11: Good day, Mom and Grandma came and visited i continued to have the worst headache. I did some work on my potholder. it is turning out good. i ended up finishing my book. it was awesome.
Callie came and visited. with Trey and Steven. it was nice. i went to bed with a huge amount of medication. because my headache seemed to SUCK!!!
Saterday: 2-12
Had the Nurse Dawn, she is going to hell. cuz she treats me like i am a phic patient for some reason got the Doctor to feel like he need a Chaperone. and then gave me 20 questions about my medications and have i tried this, and would i be interested in trying this. i respectfully told him No. i was doing just fine on what i was on. and that i had a therapist thanks, and I was a Stable bipolar and that was not the reason i was here. and that problems that were not problems didn't need to be addressed. he didn't care much about the diabetes. and he moved on.
I then slept for the rest of the day, because A: i had the worst headache ever. and 2: trust me it is better then dealing with the nurse.
shift changed.. it was awesome< Mom and Mom came in to see me. it was also awesome. and I talked to the supervisor. and arranged for Dawn to never be nurse again. and i went to sleep kinda late. sunday was coming and all my normal visits were not gonna happen cuz Jason a had Drill and so it was just not a day that was gonna go down in the books.
end of blog.
that is for my WONDERFUL STALKER. Love you LINDSEY
Wednesday:
I had a good nurse, i am not sure which one it was, but it was good.
My Kiddo came and visited with my Momma, and Molly. it was so good to see him. I had subway, cuz my sister is AWEsome AND went to the subway and had it made Just the way i liked it. cuz she rocks like that.
that was pretty much the highlights of the day, good food. great visits, and a nice nurse. end of day i guess.
Thursday 2-10:
it was a down day, Jason came to see me, cuz he was unable to visit on wed. so he swing in in between work and school. He is such a good man. I love him so much.
I listened a lot of my book.. it is almost done. Twilight, SOOOO good.
My bestest, and is wonderful Girlfriend came cuz it was thursday, and he doesn't let me down. we talked for a long time. had a good visit. life was good.
as they were leaving i got the worse headache i have ever experienced. it sucked HUGE time. and i pretty much spent all night up throwing up. from the headache. I did get to sleep thanks to some meds.
Friday 2-11: Good day, Mom and Grandma came and visited i continued to have the worst headache. I did some work on my potholder. it is turning out good. i ended up finishing my book. it was awesome.
Callie came and visited. with Trey and Steven. it was nice. i went to bed with a huge amount of medication. because my headache seemed to SUCK!!!
Saterday: 2-12
Had the Nurse Dawn, she is going to hell. cuz she treats me like i am a phic patient for some reason got the Doctor to feel like he need a Chaperone. and then gave me 20 questions about my medications and have i tried this, and would i be interested in trying this. i respectfully told him No. i was doing just fine on what i was on. and that i had a therapist thanks, and I was a Stable bipolar and that was not the reason i was here. and that problems that were not problems didn't need to be addressed. he didn't care much about the diabetes. and he moved on.
I then slept for the rest of the day, because A: i had the worst headache ever. and 2: trust me it is better then dealing with the nurse.
shift changed.. it was awesome< Mom and Mom came in to see me. it was also awesome. and I talked to the supervisor. and arranged for Dawn to never be nurse again. and i went to sleep kinda late. sunday was coming and all my normal visits were not gonna happen cuz Jason a had Drill and so it was just not a day that was gonna go down in the books.
end of blog.
that is for my WONDERFUL STALKER. Love you LINDSEY
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
febuary, 8th 2011 day 13
I got a new nurse, her name was claire, they did come in what seemed like every 15 minutes, but she was polite, didn't say crap that was uncool and for the most part it was a good day,
I listened to Twilight on cd,
Whitney Michael, and Kaylynn came to visit.
Whitney picked up my diamond ring, so that feels good to have on my finger again.
there was a breakfast lunch and dinner
honestly the kind i like.
I listened to Twilight on cd,
Whitney Michael, and Kaylynn came to visit.
Whitney picked up my diamond ring, so that feels good to have on my finger again.
there was a breakfast lunch and dinner
honestly the kind i like.
Good Morning? Blog for 2/7/2011
I will start at the listing the Random CRAP i had to listen too. First, I woke up with a little of a low sugar, I had slept in by quite alot, and so it didn't surprise me and i didn't wake up shaky, just eat my breakfast, OJ first. not panicked. then my nurse came in. she asked what my sugar was, i told her.
this particular nurse has a very strong, "i am right, and i know better then the doctor" attitude. and for some reason has zero problem sitting down on the end of my bed and making herself at home. to criticize EVERYTHING!!!! a few examples are "they don't usually let you sit up that high" Really "they" have never said anything. "Please tell me you have signed your consent for a tubule already?" Um no... Bitch "i usually they only allow your bedside commode for bowl movements" well that isn't what the order says, so can i go pee please. or would you like me to hold it? all things i Want to but Didn't say.
so, i they leave and i eat, almost. they come back in 10 minutes later, and announce that the student is going to do my Assessment, OK? right now. or can i eat?
Because of the low sugar i was holding off on the insulin tell i knew my sugar was up, as to not make my blood sugar too low. but they came in, and spent 35 minutes finding lung/bowel sounds. and reflexes which they said i didn't have, and another 25 finding Conners Heartbeat. cuz apparently it isn't in my hip? i ended up taking the thing and finding it for him. the Nurse had NO problem letting her waste my time. in this process she ended up off handedly bringing up the tubule AGAIN. which i curtly told her WASNT funny and Wasn't something i was discussing any further this delayed my bolas for my meal, and i knew that I was going to be looking at a high sugar at 2 hours because my Bolas would only be about an hour in.
I checked at the two hour mark because they came in to Replace my IV. "awesome" and it was High just like i knew it would be. however a Correction was NOT needed as i already had insulin working on the problem. I reluctantly told her the number and said that it was gonna come down and it was going to be just fine. "I just feel bad for the Baby" Yeah I lost my Mind. all of my filters left and i was not hearing anymore of this crap. i told her that their was NO reason why should she should feel sorry for Conner. she was being a bitch, and her off handed comments about the tubule were inappropriate and needed to NOT be brought up again. unless your can actually preform the surgery. and she looked at me like i was not only wrong but completely not in the right to be upset at the comment. like the comment was NORMAL. she then Said she was going to give me some space of which I said was a VERY good idea, cuz i was more then a lot pissed off. and was going to need some help calming down. I made some calls, waited for my sugar to come down, (it only took about 45 minutes) imagine that the amount of time the bolas was delayed. HUH. she came in with the doctor and had her remind me that high sugars were bad for the baby, DUH. thank you. i knew that, and it wasn't staying high. it was already down into normal by the time she came in to say the obvious. they all left, and left me to figure out how i was going to get though the day without killing her.
i bit the bullet called them in to put in my IV. although i didn't really want HER doing it. afraid she would f it up on purpose. but i told myself that that was the stupidest thing ever, and no one would do that. she came in, with the doctor again who asked how i was doing, And if i thought i needed to "talk" to someone. I of course said YES. she looked confused at the nurse and walked out of the room. the Nurse dropped what she was doing, and walked the doctor to the door. and the doctor said, i am going to go write the order for a Phiec consult, she Doesn't have a Problem with it. it was said in a way that made me believe that it wasn't the doctors Idea.
they took out my IV, and had to stick me Twice, because she said the Equipment was Faulty. my thought was Yeah it sure is, you suck at IV's just like everyone else in this unit. they don't do them a whole lot.
I had a telephone appointment with Doc. Tanner and he said that my numbers looked great, and what they were expecting was not gonna happen, cuz blood sugars fluctuate, being that it is like everything else in Human control, and Guess what We make Mistakes,
the rest of the day was spent sleeping so i didn't have to deal with her, and her crap. Fair? i think no. about shift Change she came in and tried to be buddy buddy with me. and told me about a 24 weeker that was born last week in the patients bed. I asked if the child made it. and she said there was a difference between Making it, and having a Brain. I again thought, Why are you telling me this?
She also told me that she knew how I felt being on bed rest, she was on bed rest for a while with her first pregnancy, and she delivered early at 36 weeks to a 10lb 4oz baby. i asked her how long she was stuck in bed, she replied 3 days. I didn't say anything to that, cuz that isn't the same. as 2 weeks, or 17 in my case.
she said that i wasn't communicating well, that is why she didn't say the right thing, and that i needed to somehow tell her why i thought it was ok, cuz the statement made it seem like i was in denial. i blew her off. i couldn't have been more clear, my sugar was coming down, and she needed to give it 45 more minutes. Just like i said.
Thankfully shift Changed, and Willie came on, who asked how my day was, and i gave her the short story. She was appalled at some of the comments she made, said that i wasn't the only one with problems with her, and that she has always been a Problem in her book. and that it was obvius that i knew what i was doing, that A1C's don't lie. and 6.2 is Great. and to keep up the good work.
so that is my horror story about Dawn, a day nurse from Hell, who needs to go home soon, and if i have her again i may send her there myself!!!
this particular nurse has a very strong, "i am right, and i know better then the doctor" attitude. and for some reason has zero problem sitting down on the end of my bed and making herself at home. to criticize EVERYTHING!!!! a few examples are "they don't usually let you sit up that high" Really "they" have never said anything. "Please tell me you have signed your consent for a tubule already?" Um no... Bitch "i usually they only allow your bedside commode for bowl movements" well that isn't what the order says, so can i go pee please. or would you like me to hold it? all things i Want to but Didn't say.
so, i they leave and i eat, almost. they come back in 10 minutes later, and announce that the student is going to do my Assessment, OK? right now. or can i eat?
Because of the low sugar i was holding off on the insulin tell i knew my sugar was up, as to not make my blood sugar too low. but they came in, and spent 35 minutes finding lung/bowel sounds. and reflexes which they said i didn't have, and another 25 finding Conners Heartbeat. cuz apparently it isn't in my hip? i ended up taking the thing and finding it for him. the Nurse had NO problem letting her waste my time. in this process she ended up off handedly bringing up the tubule AGAIN. which i curtly told her WASNT funny and Wasn't something i was discussing any further this delayed my bolas for my meal, and i knew that I was going to be looking at a high sugar at 2 hours because my Bolas would only be about an hour in.
I checked at the two hour mark because they came in to Replace my IV. "awesome" and it was High just like i knew it would be. however a Correction was NOT needed as i already had insulin working on the problem. I reluctantly told her the number and said that it was gonna come down and it was going to be just fine. "I just feel bad for the Baby" Yeah I lost my Mind. all of my filters left and i was not hearing anymore of this crap. i told her that their was NO reason why should she should feel sorry for Conner. she was being a bitch, and her off handed comments about the tubule were inappropriate and needed to NOT be brought up again. unless your can actually preform the surgery. and she looked at me like i was not only wrong but completely not in the right to be upset at the comment. like the comment was NORMAL. she then Said she was going to give me some space of which I said was a VERY good idea, cuz i was more then a lot pissed off. and was going to need some help calming down. I made some calls, waited for my sugar to come down, (it only took about 45 minutes) imagine that the amount of time the bolas was delayed. HUH. she came in with the doctor and had her remind me that high sugars were bad for the baby, DUH. thank you. i knew that, and it wasn't staying high. it was already down into normal by the time she came in to say the obvious. they all left, and left me to figure out how i was going to get though the day without killing her.
i bit the bullet called them in to put in my IV. although i didn't really want HER doing it. afraid she would f it up on purpose. but i told myself that that was the stupidest thing ever, and no one would do that. she came in, with the doctor again who asked how i was doing, And if i thought i needed to "talk" to someone. I of course said YES. she looked confused at the nurse and walked out of the room. the Nurse dropped what she was doing, and walked the doctor to the door. and the doctor said, i am going to go write the order for a Phiec consult, she Doesn't have a Problem with it. it was said in a way that made me believe that it wasn't the doctors Idea.
they took out my IV, and had to stick me Twice, because she said the Equipment was Faulty. my thought was Yeah it sure is, you suck at IV's just like everyone else in this unit. they don't do them a whole lot.
I had a telephone appointment with Doc. Tanner and he said that my numbers looked great, and what they were expecting was not gonna happen, cuz blood sugars fluctuate, being that it is like everything else in Human control, and Guess what We make Mistakes,
the rest of the day was spent sleeping so i didn't have to deal with her, and her crap. Fair? i think no. about shift Change she came in and tried to be buddy buddy with me. and told me about a 24 weeker that was born last week in the patients bed. I asked if the child made it. and she said there was a difference between Making it, and having a Brain. I again thought, Why are you telling me this?
She also told me that she knew how I felt being on bed rest, she was on bed rest for a while with her first pregnancy, and she delivered early at 36 weeks to a 10lb 4oz baby. i asked her how long she was stuck in bed, she replied 3 days. I didn't say anything to that, cuz that isn't the same. as 2 weeks, or 17 in my case.
she said that i wasn't communicating well, that is why she didn't say the right thing, and that i needed to somehow tell her why i thought it was ok, cuz the statement made it seem like i was in denial. i blew her off. i couldn't have been more clear, my sugar was coming down, and she needed to give it 45 more minutes. Just like i said.
Thankfully shift Changed, and Willie came on, who asked how my day was, and i gave her the short story. She was appalled at some of the comments she made, said that i wasn't the only one with problems with her, and that she has always been a Problem in her book. and that it was obvius that i knew what i was doing, that A1C's don't lie. and 6.2 is Great. and to keep up the good work.
so that is my horror story about Dawn, a day nurse from Hell, who needs to go home soon, and if i have her again i may send her there myself!!!
Monday, February 7, 2011
Sunday, febuary 6, 2011
GeoTagged, [N61.18812, E149.81843]
Today was the best day ever!!
Started out rough, but it ended up the most wonderful day ever.
Jason brought Justin and Simba. And they both cuddled with me for a long time. It was nice to relax with my sweet boy. They brought me dinner. My favorite porkchops and applesauce. With mashed potatoes!!
Then we I has dinner, and sent some pictures to Walgreens so that mom could pick them up and I could put them on my wall!! They look awesome.
So mom and Paula and Molly doll came in, we watched a movie, baby momma. So funny, I love it. They ended up staying till about 11 o'clock. And then I did some computer stuff till the Internet went out. Now I am writing my blog on my phone, good old 3G. Never goes out. And I am headed to bed as soon as I am done here.
Side note is it was the Superbowl today
And green bay packers won!!
I also started a potholder, as well as worked on my door hanger, callie bought me. Mostly I am really blessed and I am grateful for everything my family and friends do for me.
I love you all. Goodnight
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